life.i suppose.

far far away
i see d sun sparkle
creeping up the window so grey
it reaches me n wants my say
on wad shud b his next step
from the world so long that he has kept
his secrets,his desires.his wishes
n all his altered cliches
he wants me to hold his hand
n pull him out of ds drowning sand
afraid is he of his competitors
n more of dose covered cheaters
who cum in a whoosh
and take away all his glory
n leave him cornered ,all so sorry
not fr others,but fer himself
n close him upon his own shelf
he reaches his hand out
for me to hold
but i stay so stout
i don look atr him
thinking my own made problems
are always at brim
becum so self centred has ds world
dat apart from scribbles,nothing else is heard
confined in our own conceptual prison
v seldom look out
out fer wad others need
out fer givin others heed
v stay in our own sweet cyst
n take life as a mist
don have time fer ne1 else
n go just lookin forward,hence
in one straight motive
in one straight desire
to b d 1st,to be always in fire
wen do v look at the other?
to us,wen duz it ever bother?

*period*

this is why i dont complain
evn if no ones dere wen im in pain
i gv dem a sweet smile
n cover their insides so vile
take my sorrows to my own grave
n within me,do i save
all my distresses
all my pain
n let out by d simple rain
fer no body s dere fer me
even though i try hard not to see
i close my eyes lose my own self
n be sumwere in d land of d elf
i fly off within to some dream land
were dere is you ,to hold my hand
i dream,i crawl,i swim,i fly
"up above this world so high
like the daimonds in the sky"

but soon do i realise
that ur moving away
n in ds case i hv no say
i realise u hv ur own miseries
n u cant find d keys
of d door u locked upon urself
but ur ego duznt allow u to cry fer help
not just d case wt u,
but everyone else too
ds is wad life has done
ds is wad cums bak to the story of d sun
all of us r caught up in d same maze
n all v cn see is just haze
not ur fault,not mine,not his
its just the world dats becum a bizz
has it becum self-cntred
has it becum one-motived
has it becum so arrogant
has it becum so captived?

on ds note i end
leavin perceptions in ur mind to blend
n becum summin new
fer ds world to see
n fer something to be..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=di_UbxpCprk

lycans fascinate me! totally.

Lycans are creatures simialr to werebeasts, with one expection..they have only 2 forms and
neither of them are human. Lycans appear to be normal everyday run of the mill animals
(including common house pets), but when they are angered they shape change into rather large
and very dangerous beasts forms of their normal selves. Lycans are fairly intelligent, less
than a human but damn smart for an animal. They can quickly learn to understand a language,
as well as communicate their wants and needs to someone they have been around long, and who's
intelligent enough to pick it up. Lycans are mostly harmless, atleast they look that way, in
their natural form and even behave exactly their other normal counterparts; but it's when
they are pissed off that their true nature is revealed that opinions of the animal will
rapidlly change. Lycans are still so similar to their normal kin that they become attached
and loyal to many people, if those people take care of and feed it and show it proper
affection, like a normal pet. Of course, once a Lycan's true nature is discovered...it will
no longer be a normal pet, instead it will be one helluva pet.
The histroy of the Lycan isn't really known, but certain very high level magic-users that can
create life have been known to more than one of these creatures around their dwelling,
guarding it most likely.
There are 2 common types of Lycans; dogs and cats (domestic/house). Although there are other
types of Lycans, they are far far less common than the simple dog and cat variety, some of
these other Lycans include monkeys, lizards, birds, 'toy dragons', and rarest of the
rare...the BIG cats. There is also a super rare sub-type of Lycans, commonly called the
Battlycans. The Battlycans get their from the fact that they are perfect riding mounts, and
don't seem to mind it, though some are non-mountable. Of all the types, only large toy
dragons, large lizards, large dogs, large monkeys, and the big cats can ever be Battlycans.
Some Lycans ARE feral, and such do roam in wild packs. If there is a Battlycan in the group,
it will be the Alphalycan (if it's an adult). Wolf Lycan packs are known to be in the
Americas (plus monkeys and cats in south america).
Breeding: If 2 lycans breed, the litter will be all lycan. If a Battlycan breeds with
another, each baby has a 10% chance of being a Battlycan, but they will all be Lycans. If a
Lycan breeds with a normal animal (of it's same species) each baby has a 50% chance of being
a Lycan, if one is Lycan it has a 1% chance of being a Battlycan. If a Battlycan breeds with
a normal animal, each baby has a 75% chance of being a Lycan, and each Lycan baby has a 5%
chance of being a Battlycan.