the break-up

dead,crying,insane by thoughts
there was he
lying on a street corner.
blind by the heart
deaf by the touch
there,was a complete loner

catastrophic wass he
scribbles was all he could see
caught in this undefined maze of life
black mornings,orange nights
yellow riverswas all that formed his sight

the nervous lines around
whipped him,slapped him
and salughtered him

his grave was dug,and flowers laid
but from thid bleak world
no atttention was paid

bidding goodbye
there was he
liein quietly in his grave
when sumthin reachd his lips
and left a moist touch
and ds gave him the power to say
"yaas! this is me"

the scribbles around seemed to disappear
white light touched him
as his sight started to re-appear
the nervous contours became sharper

the world looked brighter
i could smell the flowers
i could see the rainbow
i could feel the schism
from my head to toe

my toungue ran wild
on bright azure sands
my thoughts ran deep
on moist hands

the voice inside roared
and leaped a lion too
the angel behind ds transition
i knew it was YOU

you gave me life
you gave me freedom
you made me explore
the hidden beauty
a lil bit more

i tasted love
i tasted oneness
i cried in joy
for being out of my clumsiness

but now i am going back
for my sweet sleep
for u ran away
cuttin me deep

within me i do sigh
that you never came
and that i was never out of my shame..

and now its just time to say goodbye.